sugarcookiebitch

its been forever...
2 weeks
but my bitchass finals are OUT FOR MEEEE

got done with my ap drawing portfolio YAYYYY
i say i did good

but now MATH EOC and CHEMISTRY TEST FILLED WITH LENGTHY SHIT AND A BIG ASS PACKET AND A BUNCH OF PAPERS AND WE CAN USE ALL OF OUR NOTES FROM LAST UNITS
is out to get me!!!!!!!!!!

oh pray for me volcano princess, KAngel, Celestia, Luna, Cadence, Twilight

heh.... i also followed me crush and she followed me back YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

on my mind no matter what
it wont stop unless i do something "productive"
but she pops up on its own

 i love princess solitaire and solitaire decked out
thank you for the themes

 BITCH I LITERALLY JSUT MET SOME RANDOMS IIN DEADRAILS THAT DEFINITALLY WOULD MAKE AN AWESOME RUN BUT WE RAN OUT OF ROOM FOR THIS OTHER GIRL AND WE TRIED TO LEAVE BUT I GOT TELEPORTED INTO THE GAME NAD NOW THEYRE FUCKNG GONE NOOOO

btw one of them was like
"ravend"(my avatr was raven from teen titans)
"whats cooking good looking"
"son"
"i dont think hierophant green can save me from this one"

FUCK I NEED THOSE RANDOMS BACK
 IM MAD AS HELLL

 
PLEASE
whenever im on discord on my phone it doesnt say im on it
then when i get on my computer and use discord IT GOES BACK TO THE HORUS
i could reset my computer but nothings wrong rn and i wannaa see how long it'll get

 i need to get more attached to the books and games i literally own so i can finish them
i should also replay, re-read, and re-watch things because i feel bad i forget what happened immediately after finishing it

bought $100(10 books) worth of bakemonogatari manga
i have some MLP books lol
a few games on my playstation, which i havent touched in a while cuz my parents are hoggin the tv and i dont have enough time since most of the games are long
^edit: i'd move my playstation to my room but its cluttered as hell major fire hazard so i have to wait for people to not be in the house cuz i hate people watching me play i always fumble

 yesterday discord said i was on flashpoint(an archive) for SIX HOURS even though i closed it
and then i jjust got on my computer and realized i didnt close discord(might not even make a difference) and now it says ive been on it for TWENTY-FOUR HOURS this is LIEEESSSS

 I HAVE ONE FUCKING MONTH TO DO 7 ARTWORKS RELATED TO THE TOPIC OF DRAWING DIFFERENT KINDS OF PEOPLE FOR AP DRAWING

I NEED AN IDEA FOR MY LAST SUSTAINED INVESTIGATION OH MY GOD PLEASE
I ALSO NEED MOTIVATION BECAUSE ALL I WANT TO DO IS JUST PLAY VIDEO GAMES

edit: ok for my selected works(not si) i could do something similar to my sum 41 picmix
edit: ITS ACTUALYL 8 ARTWORKS FUCK

 heh... 2 days ago i joined a 2000s alternative discord server and they had a freaking application to fill out it wasnt that bad but idk i guess the way they were talking to these weird people made me scared even though they had a reason to. they also had a list some musical artists or bands that align with your subculture but i put a ska? band for scene and i was like PLEASEPLAEASEPLEASE idk i was just scared for some reason

anyway i joined the server cuz i wanted to talk to people and it had 500 members
a perfect amount of people, not too little not too much
especially with the application
but like the server is BARELY active
youd think the general channel would at least be more than 50 messages
but i did get to like one short convo with this person about how im eating and watching Remainings play roblox

but then later i realized that if u want to talk to people u just have to discuss things in certain channels
like this person sent LOVE YOU TO DEATH AHHH in the music reccomendations channel and i was like... uhh hey! i love them too
THEY LOVE "FULLY AWARE FULLY PREPARED" TOO YAYY
then the same person sent their new dog, and it had the same fur as my first dog who ran away(it was a black and brown chihuahua terrier mix!!!)
soo CUTEEE. asked them what they were naming it and hten i brought up how my first dog was called peanut
"peanut or done" "oh peanut is the name of the dog"

yesterday i sent some music reccomendations with one being this artist i really like(DJ East Wolf) and talked about D4DJ
this person was like "i used to love d4dj" and then they brought up bandori and i was like HOLY BALLLLLL
ok its(bandori) popular but not as popular as pjsk or talked about

after i took a freaking chemistry test i saw a person sent their blind bag/box mlp figures and they had so much
look at my pfp(MLP as of now), i had to ask about their other collections
and i also sent the toys i had
and then we starteed talking about where and how to find mlp stuff because its just being resold cuz people grew out of it
and then also about equestira girls/human figures and how they always seem off to them style and characteristic wise

AA!!!
so cool so cool so cool sans so cool so cool so cool SHUT UP SANS
i want to make friends BY MYSELF and not become friends who are friends with my friends
im proud of myself
time to work up the courage to start up a convo with people irl again...

 basically i was playing roblox for like a quarter of my day and then me and my friend were messing around in roblxo and i wanted to like record it cuz jaja funny
but my voice was NOT picking up at all
then an hour ago i was playing epic mini games and i figured out how to  get my voice ot be picked up on OBS
but when i watched the recording it still wasnt "picking up" or cutting off
and also i was speaking soft as hell ughhh
my parents are home and my computers literally in front of the stairs
gonna adjust and fix ts

i just wanna post videos on youtube and get a community to talk to sighhh
gonna ask for a microphone and webcam on my birthday loll

EDIT: i forgot cameras are basically high tech which means their expensive but DAMN(I was looking at vlogging cameras)