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sugarcookiebitchblergggg
im desperate of one-on-one time with my friends bht i dont wanna pester them
and even when i do ask them to hang out theyre always busy or hanging out with their other friends
urghhh
texting is nice but in person stuff is comforting even if we dont have anything to talk about or ahatever
this is mainly about my friend who i have a crush
blergggg please hang out with me
rots at home
ive been thinking of made up conversations in my head
and sometimes i make huffs when i do
please i am having withdrawls i finally have my "I care" back please think about me i think abiut you guys a lot
thinking to post on active sites or commhnities whatever idk to get attention(not in that problematic egirl way)
id love to be active on posting, just not for this reason
posting because my friends arent free which leads to me craving attention which will spiral into HEAVILY relying on people on the internet for comfort(Like hikkikomori level shit)
VS
posting because i want to get my stuff out there for people to see and i appreciate the attention im getting, but i wont frantically yearn for the internet!!!
i dont know how to word the 2nd examplr without it sounding the same but pls get the point
online friends are cool
but i want to be with my irl friends
please think of me and reach out first
j dont want to be a pain and i always reach out first
please text me and come up to me
yes strong friendships dont always have eachother hanging out or talking a lot
but it feels like forever since ive had a strong connecting hangout, not just a simple one
all my recent hangouts were just divided attention becaue there were multiple people or a boyfriend
sigh makes me sound entitled but ifykyk
im desperate of one-on-one time with my friends bht i dont wanna pester them
and even when i do ask them to hang out theyre always busy or hanging out with their other friends
urghhh
texting is nice but in person stuff is comforting even if we dont have anything to talk about or ahatever
this is mainly about my friend who i have a crush
blergggg please hang out with me
rots at home
ive been thinking of made up conversations in my head
and sometimes i make huffs when i do
please i am having withdrawls i finally have my "I care" back please think about me i think abiut you guys a lot
thinking to post on active sites or commhnities whatever idk to get attention(not in that problematic egirl way)
id love to be active on posting, just not for this reason
posting because my friends arent free which leads to me craving attention which will spiral into HEAVILY relying on people on the internet for comfort(Like hikkikomori level shit)
VS
posting because i want to get my stuff out there for people to see and i appreciate the attention im getting, but i wont frantically yearn for the internet!!!
i dont know how to word the 2nd examplr without it sounding the same but pls get the point
online friends are cool
but i want to be with my irl friends
please think of me and reach out first
j dont want to be a pain and i always reach out first
please text me and come up to me
yes strong friendships dont always have eachother hanging out or talking a lot
but it feels like forever since ive had a strong connecting hangout, not just a simple one
all my recent hangouts were just divided attention becaue there were multiple people or a boyfriend
sigh makes me sound entitled but ifykyk
